Tuesday, January 13, 2009

A late start!

Let's see this morning started awful, after being up all night doing 3 bags of Amish friendship bread ( this stuff tastes amazeing but I am done with the 10 day process)

so I am working on like 3 hours of sleep versus my little ones who got like 10 hours and Hunter is revving and ready to destroy the mommy!!!! ( I know that's not his plan but boy does it seem like it). Hunter has showed me so many new challenges then I had with Devon.... I am at my wits end I find my self praying more and more everyday for patience... he is a handful ( a big hand). But back to first thing this morning overslept woke up to Devon who needed to be at school in like 3 minutes is laying on the floor playing PSP. And has forgotten supposedly that he has to go to school so he decided to let me sleep. Awwwww how sweet NOT it's more like sneaky! He knows better but I can't get on to him to bad cause I am the mom and it's my responsibility to get up. So I scrabbled around trying to get us all dressed and fed so I can get Devon to school asap... So now home and trying to regroup I hate wakeing up late it just puts a funk on the day. But after praying and just haveing that quiet time with the Lord, yesterday I said nap time was my favorite time of day it's close up there but my time with God is priceless, I never feel dumb for going to him with my problems... I think I could get use to this blogging thing, feels good to write about things, it's kinda like letting them go! I guess my big worry and I know it's stupid but other people reading them... I'm scared that I sound stupid when I write. But I have always loved to write and it feels good so I am gonna step out there and do it, conquer that fear of embarrasement and rejection. I'm feeling better.... yeah I'm going to play outside with the kids even though it is a bit chilly out ( we get to bundle up. luv that!)

2 comments:

  1. I am proud of you for stepping out and doing something for you. Don't worry about how you sound when you write, this is for you and if someone reads it maybe it will help them through something they are having to deal with.Love ya girl and I am proud of you!!!

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  2. Never feel stupid of what you write- it is a way fo venting and allowing you time to relax- as Toots said- you can help people through your blog - you will be amazed
    Love M

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