I finally put the pics on my computer from this weekend we went to the circus. The kids loved it, it was wonderful to see my kids happy but a bit overwhelming with all the kids in such a chaotic atmosphere. The show was pretty good we had really good seats in the second row. My mom and step-dad joined us but my mom gets easily aggravated with the kids she can only take so much and they are a handleful she tells me all the time she doesn't have to she raised her it's my turn. She just spoils them. Boy I will tell u they make a killing at th

A late start!

Let's see this morning started awful, after being up all night doing 3 bags of Amish friendship bread ( this stuff tastes amazeing but I am done with the 10 day process)

so I am working on like 3 hours of sleep versus my little ones who got like 10 hours and Hunter is revving and ready to destroy the mommy!!!! ( I know that's not his plan but boy does it seem like it). Hunter has showed me so many new challenges then I had with Devon.... I am at my wits end I find my self praying more and more everyday for patience... he is a handful ( a big hand). But back to first thing this morning overslept woke up to Devon who needed to be at school in like 3 minutes is laying on the floor playing PSP. And has forgotten supposedly that he has to go to school so he decided to let me sleep. Awwwww how sweet NOT it's more like sneaky! He knows better but I can't get on to him to bad cause I am the mom and it's my responsibility to get up. So I scrabbled around trying to get us all dressed and fed so I can get Devon to school asap... So now home and trying to regroup I hate wakeing up late it just puts a funk on the day. But after praying and just haveing that quiet time with the Lord, yesterday I said nap time was my favorite time of day it's close up there but my time with God is priceless, I never feel dumb for going to him with my problems... I think I could get use to this blogging thing, feels good to write about things, it's kinda like letting them go! I guess my big worry and I know it's stupid but other people reading them... I'm scared that I sound stupid when I write. But I have always loved to write and it feels good so I am gonna step out there and do it, conquer that fear of embarrasement and rejection. I'm feeling better.... yeah I'm going to play outside with the kids even though it is a bit chilly out ( we get to bundle up. luv that!)

Everyday is a new challenge

I am new at this but thought I would give it a try. I think it would be nice to kinda have an outlet for the battles I go through daily. Being a single mom is deffeniatly in my opinion one of the hardest jobs out there. For those of you that don't know me I have 3 beautiful children: there is Devon he is six, then Hunter he is two, then finally my little girl Addison Faith she is about to be a year old. They are the most wonderful things God has blessed me with most days...but there is those days I have no clue how i am gonna make it through with them! God is foremost the first thing in my life... I know without him I would not be able to do what I do everyday! I love him and strive to grow closer to him daily. I am a stay at home mom at the present time due to my 2 year old have major reconstructive brain surgery almost a year ago (anniversary is comeing up January 22) we actually go back for a follow up next week and they are gonna be doing a 3-d MRI to see how things are going. There is some concerns due to things that have been happening lately his vision is starting to go bad again and sudden bursts of anger that are uncontrolable and bloody noses everyday. So please everyone pray that these things are not due to continueing pressure of his brain!!!! But back to the work thing. He was cleared to go back to daycare quite awhile ago but due to the economic status right now it has been not a very succesful search on finding employment but I still trust in God that he has it all worked out. And God does provide for us everyday. Well gotta get to the kids they are awake from nap (nap time is my favorite time of day!).

With God all things are possible!